Addicted|To|My|Ronggeng

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

the last time i saw her is on 3 june 2006 where my dad and my anak sedara birthday, i miss her so much.. setiap hari jumaat ade belajar agama at my arwah nenek house at bukit batok.. i always miss that cos of werk.. on 7 july 2006 after i reach home frm werk.. my mum told mi " Az nenek kau dah sakit.. muka lain.." im still like.. ohh ok.. the next day..on 8 july 2006 everything is peacefull.. i woke up quite early cos my gf... neeed to go to the new paper audition.. i need to give her some courage.. talk on the phone je.. then around 12 plus my aunty frm my mother side calll and said.. nenek is admitted to hospital.. then i realise bout my nenek on my father side.. my mind said that .. i will go to my nenek house first tgk dia then fetch my gf around 6 gitu.. then around 3 o'clock.. my dad call.. and say nenek da tenat.. then i prepare to go there .. mandi.. i really need to berak but tak leh.. this cos the delay..then around 350 my mum said "Az cepat Az siap.. gi rumah nenek.." then i say.. Iye mak... then a phone rang.. i was wearing my baju.. my mum shout my name.. "AZZZZ ... nenek da takde......." then i say "nenek ane" my mum say "nenek minah".. i cried and cried and cried... gosh.. jus cant believe it..i really sayang my nenek... i call my sis and my bro...and told them about it..me and my mum terus naik cab.. gi sana.. i regreted not to go there early.. cos i wanted to.. but gosh...upon arrival rush to her room.. sigh.. i jus cant help it.. really..my sedare.. we recite surah YAasin.. beside my arwah grandma and give a kiss at the forehead.. still remember dari kecik.. potong kek birthday pakai HE-MAN sword,during hari raya took lots of pics with her..kiss her.. sigh.. i just miss her so much. macam tak percaya gitu..then the cucu thats mi and all sedare turn by turn baca surah yaasin.. on 9 july 2006 then we dikebumikan blk 26 muslim cemetery.. after the tahlil semua.. i reach home with my family.. semua and get ready to visit my another grandma at CGH.. she's fine.. i give her a power kiss.. before i left.. the next day.. on 10 july 2006..my nenek at my mother side da balik frm hospital..later in the evening kenduri arwah.. for my nenek.. jus after the tahlil.... da makan semua.. lepak at my arwah grandma room all the cucu is there while im holding arwah nenek nye fav bantal... ... suddenly my mum ask all of us to shut up and say" jujuk da meninggal" then every one blur " arwah nenek nye mak la yang stay jurong west" innallilahiwarjiun.. she jus pass away jus now around 11 i guess... everyone of us get ready and proceed to jujuk house.. hmm still remember during hari raya.. took picture formal and informal.. hehehhe her smile.. sooo swit.. semua tinggal kenangan.. dua hari lat.. between daughter and mother...is a big blow for our family...jus remember sayangi la orang yang masih ade.. Al-Fateha..

addicted2myrongeng at 10:54 AM